Challenges and faith

i have issues like most men in my age brackets(30-45) , i look unto  the author and the finisher of my FAITH.
i beleive that God does come through and he will come through for me ! at times i wonder if he is really there at all! its at this time that HOPE tells me that God is rewriting my story and changing it for the better !
that i should hold on to my Hope that will lead to my FAITH !